Every time I sit down to journal, I get stuck. This past week has been so transformative, unexpected, exhausting, magical, emotional, painful, and beautiful. Never have I experienced a week in my life with such highest of highs and lows. First and foremost, I am incredibly grateful for this little man. It's so amazing how it just feels so meant to be. He feels so meant to be a part of our little family. When I was first pregnant, I thought he was a girl, and that changed at around 15 weeks. Now looking back, it seems silly. It's like, of course he was a boy. It was Everett Sage all along, and he was meant to be our son. And our sun. The light of our lives.